There is a familiar feeling running through my body this morning. I haven't felt this feeling is S-O-O-O long that it is almost unrecognizable. It is the jitters. It's not from coffee; I am still titrating up to my therapeutic level (nursing my … [Continue reading]
THE question
I think that I have said that I am tired of putting up a happy front. I am fine with people just saying "hi." It is when THE question "How are you?" is posed that I just don't know what to say. "I'm good?" No. Not really. How can you be good … [Continue reading]
The need for speed
I viewed my planned workout for today. More 400 meter intervals were in order. I thought back to the last time that I did the 400m repeats and how I didn't actually remember the correct time target for each repeat. I figured that a little help … [Continue reading]
Harry, sweep me away
Placebo Stones
Generally, my days are not all that bad. I am happy that I am functioning in life, that I haven't crawled into bed and refused to get up. It is true that my grief kicks in stronger at the end of the day, after the dinner has been cooked, the dishes … [Continue reading]