As you may have guessed (by the lack of content in my recent posts), there is a lot going on behind the scene. There is much that could be said about the process, but I am choosing to keep a little privacy going. Let me just suffice to say that the “terrible twos” are NOT the most difficult of times for the parent-child relationship. These days are forcing me to show my love in a different way. It is a time of self discovery; a time where I am learning more about strength and endurance than ever before.
I feel relieved this week. Perhaps it is the break from the rain; a bit of sunshine is always a reason to smile. I feel stronger, more level headed, and confident. It feels as if my load has been lightened. If only a little lighter, it is still quite noticeable. Still, I wonder why my jaw feels as if I’ve spent the night with clenched teeth. I suppose it is because common sense tells me that the fight has only just begun.