With Valentine’s Day just around the corner and all, I’ve been going a bit nuts. Bonkers really. Recently, with the onslaught of commercials on romance and all that crap, I feel the urge to chop off someone’s head.
Anyone’s will do…
I could blame it on PMS, but I don’t really believe it’s that. Besides, since I am lucky enough to experience 20-23 day cycles, when am I not experiencing PMS? How does a gal get so lucky?
These days, my nights are lonely. There’s no Tom (obviously). And now there is no L either. There’s NOBODY.
So, I draw myself a bubble bath, maybe add a few candles here and there, some gentle music, and my book. I read a bit, and hope that the hot water will relax me enough to allow for night of sleep.
This is a little foreign to me. I can’t remember a time in my life where I was able to spend some much time doing just this: pampering myself.
I still find my nights filled with much loneliness and sorrow, but this IS nice.
Wes says
I imagine that when things quiet down and YaYa is in bed, that that happens… You can’t leave YaYa to go socialize… Hang in there Juls. I just worry that too many days of this will lead to rash decisions. Stay strong!!
jeff says
wow, who knew you had so many black toenails? maybe you should invest in a bigger size shoe for your next pair. ;)
in all seriousness i’m sending a hug your way that will squeeze the poop out of you.
Juls says
They are from the rigorous training schedule my coach has me running. He’s a maniac!
jeff says
yeah, whatever. i hear your coach is a pushover.