A couple of months have passed since I published my last blog post; we have experienced a lot of changes. BoBo completed his commitment with the Air Force and is now living at home full-time for the first time in 7 years. Meanwhile, YaYa has moved to the public high school and is now sleeping at normal hours on school nights.
As with any time of significant change, there has been adjustments to the good and not-so-good (pros and cons) of change. For the most part, all is well. In all probability, all is well. It’s the demons in my head that are not well. The ones that remind me that BoBo got into LOTS of trouble while attending the school which I have moved my YaYa to.
YaYa is making new friends and wanting independence. Unfortunately, I have only met one of these new friends — and I do not know if the feeling of unease I am experiencing is valid or just the old pain of nearly losing my son to drugs and violence being awakened.
I’m scared.