I’m going through a lot right now. The details will have to wait for the test results that are still pending. It’s not going to be good though; we know that much. My emotions go from despair to anger to just plain numbness. Yesterday, I ran down the street and everything was surreal. I saw the houses passing but I couldn’t feel a thing. By the way, it’s hard to see when you are crying.
I reach to the blogosphere at night and early morning for a grasp of something more normal than what is happening here and now. But I can’t quite process what I am reading – so please post pictures when you have them. I have just been clicking into my bloglines subscriptions and perusing the photos. There were some great ones today of places that people have probably run to. They are photos that take me to a more peaceful place. If for a few minutes, I go somewhere that is easier and less devastating than here.
And yet, I am needed here for hugs and the little comfort that I can offer. Those tender moments are precious folks. Hold the hand of those that you love – hold on tight and don’t let go. That’s what I’m doing.