Keeping Pace

Keeping Pace

Holding on

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I’m going through a lot right now. The details will have to wait for the test results that are still pending. It’s not going to be good though; we know that much. My emotions go from despair to anger to just plain numbness. Yesterday, I ran down the street and everything was surreal. I saw the houses passing but I couldn’t feel a thing. By the way, it’s hard to see when you are crying.

I reach to the blogosphere at night and early morning for a grasp of something more normal than what is happening here and now. But I can’t quite process what I am reading – so please post pictures when you have them. I have just been clicking into my bloglines subscriptions and perusing the photos. There were some great ones today of places that people have probably run to. They are photos that take me to a more peaceful place. If for a few minutes, I go somewhere that is easier and less devastating than here.

And yet, I am needed here for hugs and the little comfort that I can offer. Those tender moments are precious folks. Hold the hand of those that you love – hold on tight and don’t let go. That’s what I’m doing.

Comments

  2. you know my philosophy on coaching. it’s much more than just a “i give you the workouts, you run them” relationship. i’m also here for support and encouragement. you’ve got all my contact info if you need unload.

  4. You have my support, Juls. And I’ll try to post more pictures of places that I hope you get to someday see…on a run with me!

  7. Oh Julie – this is awful. I’m so sorry you are going through whatever it is. Call any time. I’m on the road so I don’t have my library of photos but I’ll post when I get home. If that’s what you need then that’s what I’ll do.

  8. Whatever it is, I am so sorry. All I can do is send thoughts and prayers your way…and they are coming. Take care..

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